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1.01.2009

re: constructions


Last year, last fall, I carried this song everywhere. See, well, it meant a lot. And it just seems so perfect that today, the first of the year, I found this lovely remake. It's lovelier. So, good starts all around?


Maria Taylor with Andy LeMaster--A Good Start


Carrying on with the theme of new adaptations, see this. Happy new year.

12.29.2008

so this is what it feels like




"The ratés, the failed intellectuals (writers, artists, would-be Ph.D.’s). People like Sam Wolfenstein [mathematician], with his limp, his briefcase, his empty days, his addiction to the films, his penny-pinching and scavengering, his arid family nest from which he flees — terrifies me."

- Susan Sontag,
Reborn: Journals and Notebooks 1947-1964







My book order finally came in! Sontag even said journals were meant to be read by other people (albeit people intimate with the author, but still). Other people's journals aid in narcissistically looking at our own world and drawing out grand parallels. Any young girl reading Sylvia Plath's college journals would, I'd imagine, identify with all her private insecurity, all her immeasurable melancholy (all her beauty). Five Christmas's ago, the boy who gave me Plath's journals wrote behind the front cover: "I hope it's not too dark or depressing or anything." But given the time, I probably would have wanted it that way.

12.27.2008

we've reversed the modern


Youtube and I had some pretty good times there for awhile, but that fling is over. Doomtree is a hip-hop band I've been familiarizing myself with this past term, but never got around to writing about. They've been often characterized as "aggressive" sounding--which harks back to various member's punk-rock roots--but don't be afraid. They co-opt a lot of nostalgic big-band anthems/soulful trumpet wails while keeping song structures astonishingly premeditated. Also, I stand by what I say regarding (these bilingual!?) clever hip-hop lyrics. Just listen to it. It'll feel good. You can thank me later.


Doomtree--Accident


try me

What what what what? Ugh, this is just such a solid song.


12.26.2008

emma bee bernstein

(may 16, 1985--dec. 20, 2008)

it's all pretty aching/heartbreaking.

her art & her blog & her father's.


it will save us, it's the heart

With my sprained foot, I hop along to this:


12.24.2008

i wouldn't lie to you


He told me not much had changed since the rose-coloured days our parents were kids. He used to always play the magician while I plucked shy daisies for the famous flower act. I had this dress the exact shade of back-porch lemonade and kisses fleeting as the sound of popped bubblegum. There was a season when we would spend evenings lying on the front lawn humming to sounds of Percy Faith breezing through the windows--but we soon realized it wasn't enough ass we grew up, got jobs, got married, got drunk, got kisses from strangers in the haze of smoke-filled rooms. It still wasn't enough.


--Oh, and the music is pretty good too.

This past season, Mad Men featured Sukiyaki (the only Japanese language song to ever hit the top of US sale charts; 1963):